YippiGeneBaby

2012-02-06T11:00:00.005+08:00

It's always so joyable to see my kids smile or hear their laughter..
They are the best gifts you ever had..

Seeing them smile..
You will also smile..

Seeing them cry..
Your heart feel so pain..

Seeing them sick..
You just wish you are the one getting sick..

But when they are so sick for no reason..
Your mind goes wild..
You are so dammed worried that one day ur gift will be taken away..

I don't need them to be a genius..
I don't need them to be an expert..
I just need them to be healthy..

2012-02-06T10:47:00.005+08:00

I really wish to be a stayhome mom..
Frankly, I hate to be separated from Kids..
I seem to missed out alot of things..
After work..
I do not enough time for them..
Cook for them..
Teach them to study..
I know its every mothers' dream to stay home..
Looking at their kids grow..

It's so frustrating..

At certain point..
Daddy can never understand a mommy's feeling..
I don't deny that my emo overtake my mind..
But i tot hubby will understand..
Sadly to say he didn't..
So heartaching that at this point..
He don't understand me at all..
He wants me to understand him..
Share the pain with him..
But why cant he share with me..
At certain times..
I am really thinking..
Are we really meant for one another..

It's really at a point,
I feels that he never spare a tot for me..

My family..

2012-02-03T12:27:00.008+08:00

I can't believe it myself either..
Simply alike..
If you see the caption below the pics..
Can you figure out who is who..

Lucas resemble who more

Simply alike..

Feeling so sweet..
~Sweet~

2012-02-01T11:27:00.006+08:00

Eversince i saw hubby's cousins doing a photobook for their granny..
I also wish to make one..
Seem like a copycat..
But i think it is a good gifts for her 80 Birthday which is coming..

Gran with me when i was abt 1yr old..

I misses the old days..
I had stay with my gran for 17 yrs..
I rem that my tears sudden drop when i was half way thru my lesson..
I misses her..

2008 gran bday..

We all know women tend to be nagging..
It became worst as we get older..
so when i were young..
I always find her very nagging..
only till when i became a mommy myself..

So this yr for her birthday..
I want to create a beautiful memory for her..
To show we all love her..

Been forgotten..

2012-01-31T12:59:00.001+08:00

I have been forgotten..

Is it a good thing or a bad thing..

Should i be happy or sad..

2012-01-27T09:58:00.003+08:00

I cant celebrate CNY this year as hubby's gran just passed away..
So i did not go anywhere during the 4 days of long weekend..
Sadly i have bought a few nice cheongsam.. which i cant wear..
I also bought for my Kids.. cant wear too..
Hopefully next year they stil can wear..

Happy New Year

2012-01-03T15:14:00.004+08:00

Happy 2012

Never go anywhere for countdown..
Just stay at home..
Planning my New year resolution??
Cant think of any right one..

Happy Family

2011-12-28T09:53:00.006+08:00

~Happy Family~

Abercrombie and Fitch

2011-12-23T10:40:00.005+08:00

Love this brand..
First known this brand is thru my 4th aunt..
Never really like this brand at first..
Too Ex..
But slowly slowly..
LOVE THE BRAND..
Maybe the marketing they do..
GOOD..
Finally SINGAPORE had open its 1st shop..
GRAND..
Like the feel..
Very AMERICAN..
Relaxing..
Best of ALL..
..HUNK..
haahaa..

I show it to hubby when i meet him..
Tot he will be angry or jealous..
BETTER if he got motivated..

Train himself..
But sadly he's not bother about it..
anyway i am excited..
haahaa...

Taxi Fares Increases

2011-12-21T14:16:00.004+08:00

TAXI FARE IS INCREASING ISLAND WIDE..
Haiz..
NVM..
Worst peak hour charge had extended to MIDNIGHT..

Hubby you cannot work night shift liao leh..
If not i have to bring the 2 to take overhead bridge and take bus home..

Elmo and Chuggington

2011-12-21T11:56:00.007+08:00

ELMO..
Lucas was very excited..
He kept saying MO MO..
so cute..

Looking around for MO MO..

Disappointed..
never see MO MO come out..

Yeah!!
MO MO out..

Lucas was so happy..
Photo taking TIME..
He walked up the stage himself and HI FIVE with all the characters..
I never bought elmo DVD before..
Dunno why he like it so much..

Surprising no crowded..
Then i know is because the SMRT broke down..

Then we proceed to Marina Sq for Chugginton
We went to have lunch first..
The view was really beautiful and the food court was real big..

NICE VIEW..

Lots of craps..
Genevieve..

Chuggington

Mr Moon and Thomas the Train

2011-12-19T10:11:00.009+08:00

Brought the kids to see Mr Moon..
I have never see Mr Moon shows before..
Its quite nice and educational..

Taken by Genevieve..
Good job..
Very clear..

Lonely Mr Moon sitting alone..

So Genevieve join him..

Saw her classmate..
Together they were so excited..

Poor Lucas look so lonely..

Genevieve went up for the game show..

So happy..

MR MOON..
Quite hor..

Satisfied with the show..
After the show..
Next to United Square..
Angelina Ballerina, Bob the builder and Thomas the Train..
It was very crowded..

More shows to go..
Yippi..

Videos..

2011-12-16T12:21:00.004+08:00

Some videos i would like to share..

Lucas loves brushing his teeth..
see his funny action..

Genevieve Solo concert..
She sang better than me LOH..

2011-12-15T16:16:00.004+08:00

Lucas took my phone and he took pics of himself..
Clever boy.. or shld i say Silly boy..
anyway Nice try..
Nice shots too..

NIce try Lucas..
Try harder next time..

Cute boy.. must see your whole face..

Genevieve looks so chubby..

With Desiree..

When in good mood..
can be veri good..
When quarrel..
very nasty to one another..
CHILDREN..

Best pics of the year..
I LOVE IT..

The most pics i took them together..

How i wish i can see tis scene everyday..

More Shows..

2011-12-15T11:53:00.010+08:00

So tis weekend where shall we go..
There are 5 shows left..
Should i go all..

Saturday planning..

If i go all..
Tiring leh..

Sunday planning

Weekend is coming..

Shows..

2011-12-14T14:17:00.011+08:00

Brought them round the island to catch all the shows..
Crowded.. Tiring..
5 Shows..
Can imagine the crowd..

Barbie

Lucas love to see tis part..
Dunno why..
Back home, they will start to learn..

I could say Not very nice..

CareBear

Cute..

Adorable..

Poor care-a-lot bear fall down..

Overall Nice..

Nice Deco and Fun Activities..

Hello Kitty

The best show i had see tis season..

Cutest..

Most character..

longest show..

Doremon

I did record the video however dun seem to be able to upload..
Nevermind.. I have a lot to share already..
Tiring.. But i enjoying it..
Haahaa..

Garfield at Jurong Point

2011-12-08T12:15:00.006+08:00

Went to see the Garfield show at Jurong Point..
Not a very long q..
Dunno is Garfield not popular or its too early..
But still full house..

Is he cute..
Think the dog cuter..

Think pink cat look weird..

Nicee...

Schedule for the weekend

2011-12-08T11:42:00.009+08:00

Have planned myself for the weekend..

Friday - Barbie show at Bishan..

Where: Atrium Level 2, Junction 8
Date: 29 November 2011 To 11 Dec 2011
Time: Tues – Sun: 4pm
Admission: FREE !!!

- Carebear at AMK HUB (if i can make it)

Where: B1 Exhibition Hall, AMK Hub
Date: 9 Dec 2011 to 18 Dec 2011
Time: Tue - Fri: 4pm & 7pm, Sat & Sun: 1pm, 4pm & 7pm
Admission: FREE !!!

had already apply leave specially for that..

Saturday - Hello Kitty show at Nex Shopping Mall

Where: NEX Shopping Mall Atrium Level 1
Date: 1 Dec 2011 to 11 Dec 2011
Time: Tue - Fri: 1pm & 7pm, Sat & Sun: 1pm, 4pm & 7pm
Admission: FREE !!!

- Barney show at (United Square if possible)

Where: B1 Atrium, United Square.
Date: 2 Dec 2011 To 12 Dec 2011
Time: Mon-Fri: 2pm, 7pm. Sat-Sun: 12.30pm, 3.30pm, 7pm (No Shows on Tues).
Admission: FREE !!!

Sunday - KTV at THE CHERVONS with the GERZ..

..YIPPI..

What a weekend..

Early Xmas celebration

2011-12-08T11:24:00.009+08:00

We had an early Xmas celebration on Monday..
At the same time celebrate Genevieve and hubby 4 friends Birthday..
They had book a chalet.. and..
Someone brought XBOX-KINECT..
and everybody went wild..

Simple editing..
Hope it is nice..

Xmas tree of the day..

Can never take a nice pics for the children..
that's children..
never stay still..

upon seeing their uncle..
they went climbing onto him..
like monkey climbing up a tree..
Uncle a tree..
the two are monkey..

I like tis pics best..
Lucas look so cool..

like a ah beng..
haahaa..

Yippi..

Got the gifts..
cant wait to open..

Genevieve's gifts of the day..

Lucas's gifts of the day..

Interesting part

"king and queen of gamblers"

The one and only pic that i am satisfied with myself..
Nice..
Old hor..
wrinkles hor..
Haiz..

The School Celebration

2011-12-05T16:44:00.009+08:00

Let the kids have Birthday celebration in school..

Lucas Birthday

Looking and wondering..
when can i eat the cake..

Pose with sis first..

His classmate

Finally sing birthday song..

Yippi.. can cut the cake
time to eat the cake liao..

NICE..

Enjoying

Happy Birthday to me..

muack..

Genevieve's Birthday

Sis bought a Ariel dress while she is in STATE..
so Genevieve said she want to have an Ariel cake..
and also wear the Ariel dress to school..

Ariel cake..

bit paisey..

sisterly-brotherly love..

Lucas aiming at the cake..

little princess

Enjoy to the MAX..

Swensen's Feast..

2011-12-02T10:13:00.007+08:00

Went for a Swensen's Feast..
A breakthru for the kids..
They were very excited..
A combined celebration for both birthday..

Lucas pretending not to see.. but wanting to pose..

making SILLY faces while waiting

Issit he cute..

Finally letting me take pics of her

"Hua Lian Mao"

Simply enjoying themselves

FINALLY..
ICE-CREAM

Taking turn to sing and blow the cake..

It's all mine..

..MINE..
..YUMMY..

It's really a great day for them..
Enjoying and tiring..
Knock out on the way back..

Happy Birthday my BABIES..

Photo Collage

2011-12-01T14:52:00.004+08:00

I am trying to create a photo collage..
Met my DBS colleagues last mon..
One of them use the photos we took to create a collage..
Simple and nice..

Simple

Nice

I tried to do some..
Somehow i dun think is nice..
Am I thinking too much..
Or it's really not nice..
I am very concern as i hope to use the layout to do a scrapbook..

Haahaa.. Weird Hor..
I really have no talent in art..
No doubt..
No creative..
How to build??

Lucas 2nd Birthday

2011-11-29T16:52:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to you Lucas..
Lucas is 2 years old.

Little birthday boy..

He was born on US timing 29th November..
but in Singapore it has passed 12 midnight..
so which day should i celebrate for him..
Both also can hor..
Haahaa..

Bought a small cake for him..

Happy with his cake..

Love blowing candles..

Cutting his own cake..

His sister is grumbling and crying..
Never celebrate for her..
Must wait for her turn ma..
Silly girl..

I must say he's a gift for me..
Everyday seeing him is a joy for me..
Healthy..
Happy..
No words can describe it..

I LOVE YOU..
Lucas..

Big Shopping Spree

2011-11-28T17:21:00.005+08:00

I have a big shopping spree during the weekend..

5 Big Takashimaya paper bags..
1 Big hole in the pocket..
I should be happy but i wasn't

WHY HUH!!

NO FREE GIFTS..

Typical Auntie hor..
No choice la..
Need to do calculation..

The amt used to buy the gifts
can redeem alot of free gifts leh..
Free Umbrella and also Calendar..
Their design are veri nice..
Cute and colorful..
Ya.. also free parking..
wasted..

Thinking back..
I have done a bad calculation..
Real Bad..
Impulsive Buying..
Haiz..

Really wanting those umbrella..

2011-11-16T11:22:00.002+08:00

US Black Friday is round the corner..

Browsing thru the net..

Making me so tempted to purchase online..

Everything is so cheap..

Nice and cheap..

How i wish i am in STATES right now..

so i can have my shopping spree..

Errr.. Err..

Irriating..

Dun like the feeling..

I want to SHOP..SHOP..

2011-11-11T10:39:00.002+08:00

Very tired lately..

ok.. my fault..

When i am tired.. i dun wan to sleep..

Keep watching drama..

But dunno why..

keep having terrible headache..

almost a week liao..

sometimes middle of the night..

my head is going to break apart..

Recently everyone seem to be sick..

My babies had jux recover from their cough..

They have been coughing for months.. on and off..

Fever too..

Haiz..

so worry..

Seeing my babies sick make me feels bad..

But luckily i am at their side..

Poor Desiree.. she is sick and her mom is not around..

Staying at my place now.. dad is looking after her..

because of her.. i have not pick, see, and talk to my babies

But i know if i call them..

Genevieve will make noise and wana go home..

Can't see or talk is already making me sad..

If they are sick and i am not around..

I will be more sad..

I can image sis feeling..

They are always our precious..

2011-11-08T13:56:00.002+08:00

Just saw my frien's blog..
The moment the page open..
It's the baby beautiful smile..
OMG..
She's beautiful..
Really Beautiful..
She had brighten up my day..
Thanks you..

2011-11-08T13:19:00.003+08:00

Past weekend had been bringing the kids to Seletar Reservoir..
It had changed or i should says I have never been there..
When young.. Mom seem to bring us to alot of places..
But i dun seem to have any memories..
I feels so sad..

Took alot of pics for them..

They have lots of fun..
At times, i am envy of them..

They loved one another..
I loved them..

Looking at their happy faces..
Always make me feels everything i do is all worth it..

Will they remember when they grown up..

2011-11-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

Feeling really bored..
I have nothing to do..
My pics are all in my camera..
I don't have my usb to upload..
My hp doesn't have much pics..
All my mind is Twilight-Breaking Dawn..
I wana watch..
But who to watch with me..
Hubby doesn't wan to watch..

I don't like the male and female lead..
But somehow the story attracts me..
For no reason..
I just want to watch..
I want to shop..
I want to do alot of things..
But i just simply dunno what i want..

Evelyn's Wedding

2011-10-31T12:54:00.005+08:00

They are the girls whom i have worked with during my 3 years in the bank
It's been a long time since we have gather together..
It is really not easy..
Some have already left the bank..
While some have been trf to different branches..

I misses you all..
I misses the times we worked together..
Although is a big branch..
But all of us worked in harmony..

They are all beautiful girls..

Lastly..
To the newly wed..
~~Wish them a blissful marriage~~

Genevieve K1 concert

2011-10-31T10:04:00.004+08:00

22/10/2011
Little Footprints Schoolhouse Concert

Combined Concert with Yishun Branch

Bought the most 'X' ticket

Before the concert start..
Lucas looking out for his sister..

Concert going to start..
Sitting patiently..

Shit..
Forgot to take the Concert's program..
Very happening dances..
Enjoy to the max..

3 little graduates..

So cute..
Introduce her class dance..

OMG..
They are dancing PRICE TAG..

She's INTO it..

She's incredible!!

She's my IDOL..

They are my IDOL..
I can never dance so well..

End of the concert..

Looking out for his sister

Genevieve with her small bag..

She is hungry..

Finally let me have a shoot..

I just cant stop telling myself..
She is simply amazing..
She is simply dazzling..

She is my GIRL..

Save and Spend

2011-10-31T09:56:00.002+08:00

Why i always in Financial Difficulties..

Why Why Why..

Every month i need to crack my brain..

Calculate this and that..

We should have enough..

Where went wrong?

I wana SPEND and SAVE..

seem so difficult..

Haiz..

Misses my babies

2011-10-20T11:39:00.002+08:00

I have 2 days never see my babies..
I misses them alot..
I wana see them NOW..

No matter what..
Tonight i must bring them home..

I miss you babies..

2011-10-19T16:17:00.005+08:00

Heard some good news from office..

2 of the counsellors are Pregnant..

Whereas two of my preggy frien already gave birth..

cutebabiespictures.com

I love to hear people pregnant..

I love to hear people giving birth..

I love to see people taking taking their pre-natal photo..

Having babies are a joyous thing in the world..

http://www.pregnancycheck.com/pregnancy-ultrasound.html

I love my babies..

I remember the times i go for check up..
I remember the times, doc scanned my tummy..

I remember the times, doc showed me how tiny my babies are..
I remember the times, doc showed me my babies had developed..
I remember the times, how my babies moved..

SO WONDERFUL..
SO AMAZING..

Heart-Breaking

2011-10-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

Yesterday watching 10pm News with hubby and Dad and Mom..

Genevieve was with us too..

But think i was too angry that i forgotten that she was there..

Afraid that it will cause her to have nightmare or probia..

In China,

A 2 years old toddler was ran over by a vehicle..

The driver stop but he did not get off the van..

Instead he slowly drive OVER the little girl..

OMG..

Worst..

There were passerby..

And

NONE of them assisted..

WTH..

The WORST part..

A trunk GO OVER HER..

and Left the scene..

WHAT's WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE..

Finally an old lady pulled her to the side..

Then appear the mommy..

To what i know..

When mommy first found out she was missing..

She went to look for her..

But in the wrong direction..

It's really heart-breaking..

Now the little girl is brain dead..

So painful..

Please..

It's a human being..

It's a life..

A little girl..

Even if it's an animal..

We have to save it..

I cant imagine how cruel can the people be..

I told myself not to think about this incident..

But i simply cant..

I told myself i cant let tis happen to my babies..

Any babies or anyone..

2011-10-14T11:30:00.002+08:00

Just finish browsing thru my pri sch frien blog..
She had gone thru alot of difficulty..
Poor gal..
But she is strong..
If change to me..
What will i do..

Things are really hard to predict..
Everything happen for a cause..
Need 2 hand to clap..
But at times 1 hand also can clap..
Strange hor..

I only hope my life can be peaceful..

2011-10-14T09:30:00.002+08:00

A very tired week..
Home and Work..
Home..
Both kids are still not feeling well..
Worst..
Lucas down with red eyes and slight fever..
Work..
I am just waiting for time to pass..
Seem to be an easy job..
But nothing to do is worst than anything..

Sometime i feel that i have no achievement at all..
Stepping on the same spot..
I wana to achieve something..
I need motivation..
Where to start..

Headache..

2011-10-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

Yday brought hubby to facial for the very first time..

Expected..

He complained and said "Ouch"Ouch"

Haahaa..

He will never go facial again..

We were so bo liao that we went to TimeZone..

Regretted..

Dunno why..

I keep playing the machine freaking long..

Of cos spend money..

Haiz

Then Today..

Hubby brought the 2 kids to see pediatrician..

They have been coughing for month..

Hopefully can recover..

It is really costly..

Cost about 500++..

and must continue for a month..

A big hole in the pocket..

2011-10-07T12:28:00.003+08:00

Bought a book about parenting..
It seem easy when you read and think..

I even have attended some parenting course..

However when come into action..
It is not as easy as you think..
I keep telling myself..
Reminding myself..
No matter how hard it is..
I must try my best..

Tried playing with some pic..

I really have to look into book and learn..

In a person life..
There are so many things to learn..

金賢重 Kim Hyun Joong (김현중)

2011-10-04T17:12:00.006+08:00

Recently abit crazed about this korean guy..

He's a South Korean actor and singer.

He is the leader and main dancer of popular boyband SS501

He got a very clean look..

He got a very sweet smile..

He can captured many girls' heart..

Haahaa..

I might seem too old to crazed for idol liao..

Think he is the 2nd Korean idol i crazed about..

The first one is Ahn Jae-Wook..

Second is Kim Hyun Joong..

Both have a very mesmerized smile..

I am really too old for idol..

I must admit in order to have those smile to capture people heart..

You must have a nice teeth..

Its is important..

Thus i must learn..

or HUBBY must learn

to take care of your teeth..

your gums..

步步惊心

2011-09-30T10:08:00.003+08:00

Title: 步步惊心 / Bu Bu Jing Xin
• Genre: Romance, period drama
• Episodes: 35

Cast / 主演：

刘诗诗饰马尔泰-若曦/张晓
吴奇隆饰四阿哥(爱新觉罗-胤禛)
郑嘉颖饰八阿哥(爱新觉罗-胤禩)
袁弘饰十三阿哥(爱新觉罗-胤祥)
刘松仁饰清圣祖康熙(爱新觉罗-玄烨)

导演：李国立

剧情
　张晓本是一个的普通白领，和周围其他忙忙碌碌的都市人基本没什么区别。她按部就班地计划着自己的未来的人生——房子，旅游，恋爱。
那一天，张晓的命运被一场车祸彻底改写。她眼看着那辆失控的卡车将自己的灵魂撞出了躯体，而她，既没有进医院也没有进天堂，却是被撞进了清朝的宫廷中。就像铺天盖地的小说里写的那样，张晓的灵魂跨过时间的隧道，在一个叫马尔泰.若曦的十六岁清朝女孩的体内，重生了…… 时年，康熙第四十三。天下太平，但一场震动历史的“九龙夺嫡”正在暗潮涌动。权利的厮杀，爱情的灼烧，在被无限放大的历史舞台上。她知道自己不该卷入这场九王夺嫡的争斗中，可心不由己，因为这里有她所爱的，也有爱着她的……
若曦最先爱上温润如玉的八阿哥，但是八阿哥不愿放弃追逐皇位，最终恩断义绝。她深知历史，劝八阿哥要小心四阿哥等人，却被八阿哥铭记在心。她步步留神，处处惊心，渐渐和四阿哥走在一起。十三阿哥在八阿哥攻击四阿哥过程中被幽禁。最后四阿哥登上皇位，为掩盖秘密，赐死李公公，玉檀等人，若曦得知事情的开始都是因为她对八阿哥的提示，伤痛欲绝，以至流产。最后若曦被赐给十四阿哥，很快若曦病逝。没和四阿哥见最后一面。

等你的季节 - 刘诗诗

2011-09-30T09:59:00.001+08:00

等你的季节 - 刘诗诗

等夏天等秋天

等下个季节

要等到月亮变全

你才会回到我身边

要不要再见面

没办法还是想念

突然想看你的脸

熟悉的感觉

不牵手也可以漫步风霜雨雪

不能相见也要朝思暮念

只想让你知道

我真的很好

爱一生恋一世

我也会等你到老

只想让你知道

放不下也忘不掉

你的笑你的好

是我温暖的依靠

只想让你知道

放不下也忘不掉

你的笑你的好

是我温暖的依靠

一念执著 - 胡歌/阿兰

2011-09-30T09:54:00.005+08:00

一念执著 - 胡歌/阿兰

一眼之念一念执著

注定就此飞蛾扑火

明知是祸为何还不知所措

最好不见最好不念

如此才可不与你相恋

多一步的擦肩

就步步沦陷

是时间的过错

让我们只能错过

我多想念你多遥远

早知道是苦果

这一刻也不想逃脱

可惜这字眼太刺眼

两个世界之后不想逃脱

是时间的过错

我们只能错过

我有多么想念你有多遥远

早知道结局是不能抗拒的错

停留在这一刻

只好情深缘浅

2011-09-29T12:16:00.002+08:00

It is so hard to take Genevieve photo alone..
But Lucas like to take picture..
2 different characters sister and brother..
You think she is strong..
She is not as strong as you think..
You think he is weak..
He is stronger than you can imagine..

SMART boy..

Lucas loved to pose so much

whereas Genevieve dun wan take alone..

I must try ways to take more pics for Genevieve
She's veri pretty..

2011-09-26T14:55:00.004+08:00

Nothing much interesting..
Only busy weekend..
Going to bring the kids to Limbo Party..
Going to celebrate MIL birthday..
Going to my niece's 1st Birthday..

Last week went to my cousin's birthday
Dress the same for the whole family..
Haahaa..

Couple wear..

Lucas posing High Five..

trying to pose.. a V sign..

Playing bubbles..

2011-09-20T09:47:00.002+08:00

I am tired and depress..

No strength or mood to do anything..

Feels very disappointed..

I suddenly feels i have a lot of regrets in my life..

I dun feels like facing it..

I felt that i am in my own world alone..

Even i wish to find someone to talk to..

I also dunno who to look for..

so lonely..

Maybe i should say that i am always in my world..

Looking forward to those things which cannot happen..

Dreaming.. Dreaming

In my own Fantasy.. which will never come true..

I am always wearing a mask..

I also dunno which is the real me..

I can never understand..

But i know i am someone who needs

Lots lots lots of love..

Lots of hugs and kisses..

but it seem to be missing..

2011-09-19T10:32:00.002+08:00

I'm back from HongKong..
Actually back long ago..
Just lazy to update..
It was a tiring and frustrating trip..
Think its the worst for me sia..

Took alot of pics from DisneyLand..
Genevieve and Lucas simply loved them..

At the airport

My strong gal carrying the heavy bag

2011-09-05T15:15:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow i am going HongKong..

However i feel very heavy..

Does he know that..

Does he understand..

I do not know how to arrange my feelings..

I wanted to put down..

But at this moment i dunno how..

How to face it..

Feeling very down now..

How i hope that person can cheer me up..

But doubt he will..

He never will..

He will just treat it as nothing happen and move on..

I cant..

Really..

It has became a barrier..

2011-09-05T15:07:00.002+08:00

Saw from my friend blog

We quarrel..

We fight. .

We get upset..

We get mad. .

but we still love..

Meaningful..

Its left a big impact in my heart..

However i am doubting it now..

I am confuse..

I am tired..

Very tired..

Love... Hurt...

2011-09-01T11:19:00.002+08:00

I love my babies..
I love my hubby..
I love them more than anyone.. anything..

So adorable..
So cute..

But at times..
I am really at my wits..
I need to find ways to solve..

Genevieve is a strong headed gal..
I have tried to use alot of methods..
but dont seem to work..

At times..
She is very gentle and sweet..
But
At times..
She is very stubborn and strong..

PLUS

Her daddy is also very stubborn and strong headed..
No one wana give in to anyone..

Haiz.. what should i do..

2011-08-29T09:07:00.005+08:00

I have not update my blog so some time
and at the same time
the kids have a new hobby..
PRAWNING..

They enjoyed it..
Going to bring them again..
At bishan..
Quite a nice place..

Preparing to go Prawning

Looking at the small bait..

So exciting

Look.. What's that..

Focusing.. Concentrating..

My catch!!

My Catch!!

2011-07-22T08:54:00.002+08:00

..Daddy's Birthday Cake..

..DIY..

From the start

Slowly and patient decorating the cake..

They are well behave on tat day..
esp Genevieve..
She helped feeding Lucas and Desiree..

Genevieve feeding Desiree..

Too bad i never took down but it stays in my heart..

2011-07-21T14:35:00.003+08:00

Ever since i had downloaded LETV into Iphone..
Almost everyday i am downloading drama to see..
Killing my times..

These few days i wanted to update..
But some memories are always in my mind..

My 2 babies..
Their laughter, their fight..

They are my joy, my everything..
but sometimes i feel i spend too much time on my Iphone..

Haahaa..
I really have to control myself..

Busy Weekend AGAIN..

2011-07-12T17:37:00.001+08:00

A busy weekend again..

Having flea market..

And..

Two of our fathers' Birthday..

Mine and Hubby..

Just one day apart..

2011-07-08T13:37:00.005+08:00

Lucas had went to school for a week liao..
So glad that he is adapting the environment well..
Happy that Genevieve helping out her little brother..
Proud of the 2..

Recently just finishing watching a Korean show..
Not very fantastic..
BUT..
Like both main lead..
Starring Hyun Bin and Ha Ji Won..
Not a fan of them..
But after seeing tis show..
LIKE THEM..

The male lead is handsome and female lead got character..

Haahaa..

Behave like a small girl..

But truely..

He's every girl dream rite..

At times i also wished..

I don't expect much..

My hubby to me is a HUNK..

Haahaa..

But just need to slim down a little..

That's my wish and hope it's come true..

4th day of Lucas schooling..

2011-07-07T15:34:00.002+08:00

Today is Lucas 4th day of school..

Called the school..

Teacher said he cried on and off..

Getting better..

The past few days must be very stress for him..

Crying in his sleep..

Poor boy..

I feels so bad..

But still he had to go to school..

Its their next step..

I love you..

My 2 babies..

2nd day of Lucas schooling..

2011-07-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

2nd day..
We are so scared he might not want to go school..
But no..
He went in by himself..

Waiting for the lift

Going in the lift with his bag..

Waiting to be check..

However he keep clinging onto me..
So scared i might goes off..

My baby Lucas..

Look at his face..
Make me feels so bad to put him into school..

I left immediately seeing him played with the teacher..
However when he discovered i left..
Started crying again..

Teacher brought in his sister..
It was a slight relief for him..
Although still crying..
But better..
Genevieve hugged him..
Let him cry on her shoulder..

I must says it a beautiful sight..

Genevieve ..

Well Done!!

Lucas 1st day of school..4th July 2011

2011-07-06T17:41:00.001+08:00

Today is Lucas 1st day of school

Excited..

So nice of Genevieve help Lucas to pull his bag..

~~Lucas Hew~~

Looking around..

Santizing himself..

Sitting to be check..

Doing well in class

Listening to teacher instruction..

Sitting down to play

Sitting for his music class..
He didnt notice we had left..

We tot he was having a good time..
Nevertheless..
Half an hr later..
We saw him crying..
Badly..
My heart breaks..
Really breaks..
He was crying.. crying so bad.. tat he fallen asleep..
My poor boy..
First time crys so badly..
He even don't have his meal..

We left after seeing him fallen asleep..
Run our errands..
Have our lunch..
Called school..
My poor boy was crying..
Decided to bring him back..

Brought him to shopping..
Thinking back..
Hubby and I had never bring Lucas out alone..
Can see the happiness in his face..
He was so happy..

I am really bad..
Focusing too much on Genevieve..
Did not do a good job by dividing our attention..
I must focus on Both and attend to both..
Although not easy..
I must try..
They are both my beautiful babies..

Sakura

2011-06-29T15:57:00.002+08:00

Last week..
My god-aunt treated us to a buffet..
and thanks for the dinner..
It was great..

I also must thank my kor for helping my kids to take such a wonder pictures..
They are really veri nice..
I must admit..
A good camera is a good Investment..
It really takes veri nice pictures and perfect for memories..

Old Friend

2011-06-29T15:43:00.003+08:00

Yday i think i saw an old friend..
Lost contact for 10 over years..
I had been looking for her ever since i moved..
I missed her..

She the kindest girl i met in my Primary school days..

When i saw her yday..
I have the urge to call her..
But i did not..
I dunno whether she still rem me..
If No..
How..
If yes..
How..
I am confused..

I am always in a confused stage..
Can never make up my mind in doing anything..
Too indecisive..
My mind is all about my babies..
and My hubby..

2011-06-22T09:05:00.002+08:00

Having some setbacks..
Beginning to doubt my ability..
I do not know what's wrong..
But sure there is some miscommunication..

Some issues to me might be small..
But to certain people it might not be..
Tat's why i always believe communication is important..

I do not know my directions..
My goals..
EVERYTHING..

But what i know is..
My 2 babies..
Genevieve and Lucas..

I want them to grow up in a healthy environment..
No matter what..
For the seek of them..
I am willing to take whatever it benefit them..
I Love them more than anything..
Of cos not forgetting..
My very own Hubby..

He has a terrible temper..
A smoker..
I hope he can change for our seek

Busy Busy Busy

2011-06-15T16:17:00.002+08:00

Its really a busy week..

Last wednesday even work till every late..

First time..

But no choice..

Thursday off..

Hope to finish what i need to finish..

Thursday was really very tiring..

Morning brought Genevieve to school as they have photo-taking..

Brought Lucas for his 18mth jab..

Then we proceed to Marina Sq to watch Barney..

Next to forum to see Dora..

On the way home..

Went turf city as they have a carnival..

Did not took alot of pics..

But sure alot of videos..

Then over the weekend had flea market near my area..

Manage to clear some unwanted clothing..

Then need to rush to cousin Birthday..

Shag..

After weekend..

Hubby down with bad flu..

Lucas had fever..

To blame the bad weather?

What a June Holiday..

*I want upload all my photos....*

Busy Month

2011-06-06T13:31:00.002+08:00

It's going to be a busy month and more to come..
I intend to bring them to see all the shows as much as i can
Too bad miss the elmo show at City Square..
Went for the Thomas and Train at Jurong Point..
Going to Barney at Marina Squar and Dora at Forum..
Going Turf city at Kranji as they have event on Thursday from 5pm to 9pm
Wow..
Making full use of Thursday..
Btw I off..
Yeah..

Love this video

Genevieve was singing

while

Lucas played the flute

Cute to the extreme..

2011-06-03T15:25:00.002+08:00

Lucas so cute with the head gear on.

We were so afraid that he can't go on board
then it will be a waste
Luckily he can..
and dozed off when it took off..

I do not know whether is afraid anot..
Seem she is..
But still she enjoyed the flight
Also dozed when about to land..

It's really give ppl the feeling..

Haahaa..

But luckily not jux they dozed off..

Haahaaa..

Hubby took video for the kids to see in case they forgotten they have taken a helicopter before..

RSAF OPEN HOUSE 2011

2011-05-30T12:44:00.002+08:00

RSAF OPEN HOUSE 2011

Sunday we went to RSAF open house 2011 at Paya Lebar AirBase.

How do we go..

Not by our car..

By Chinnok..

Wat an experience..

It was a hardly experience..

Have to bid..

It was also open to public but only those LUCKY ones..

However my photographer for the day was..

Wait you see the pictures..

You will know..

Haahaa..

5th Wedding Anniversary

2011-05-27T09:38:00.002+08:00

26th May 2006..

We are married..

26th May 2011..

We are still married to ONE ANOTHER..

I LOVE YOU DEAR..

It is not easy to maintain a marriage..

It is not just the 2 of us..

Or the 4 of us..

Its the whole family..

But thanks to you for giving me such a wonderful family

No words can describe the LOVE i have for you..

Thanks hubby for the gifts

2011-05-27T09:36:00.004+08:00

Seeing Genevieve so excited going to QianHu
Wanting to bring Lucas too..
So we brought the 2 of them to one near Kranji
Not as good as QianHu
But still they still enjoyed..

First Stop..

Turtles

Feeding turtles

Next

KOI

Genevieve got a fight..
When all the KOI swam to her side and jump for food

Qian Hu

2011-05-25T10:30:00.002+08:00

Every weekend i will try to find activities for the kids..
I want them to grow happy and healthy..

After Genevieve's ballet
Brought her to QianHu

A very nice and pleasant place
Hubby used to bring me when we are dating

They have alot of varieties
They are beautiful

Like father, Like daughter

I like this stingray
Reminds me of my Polko dots skirt which i have not wore

For kids to learn and play

They are feeling the KOI fish
Loved to see them do things together

Genevieve sees other kids catching 'Long Kang' fish
She wants too..

Waiting patiently..

Waiting..

Finally..
So happy when she gots the tank..

First try
Failed

Second try
Failed again

Gave up and got daddy's help

Finally daddy caught one for her..

Helps from daddy

Finally

Enjoying themselves

Reward themselves with sweet treats

Genevieve the Ballerina

2011-05-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

My little girl had grown up..
More activities for her to join
Had enrolled her for ballet for abt half a year
She is doing very well and praised by the teacher

She really enjoys her Ballet

Can you spot her?

She's my little girl..
My Little ballerina

2011-05-23T10:15:00.002+08:00

Although have made up with hubby..

But feels that problems not yet solve..

It will come back again..

I love him more than anyone else..

But i dunno abt him..

I cant feel..

So sad when thinking about it..

I tried not to think about unhappy moments

Keep telling myself

I want to be happy..

Its really very hard..

All my requests are so simple

But yet all far from me..

A simple hugs

A simple kiss

A simple way of showing LOVE

2011-05-23T09:53:00.001+08:00

好生气又难过。。
他完全不在乎我。
我的心情。我的感受。。
我为什么生气，为什么难过。。
完全不理。。
认为是我自己在那里无理取闹。。
我喜欢这样吗？

Zoo

2011-05-19T13:57:00.002+08:00

Nothing seems to go well for me this week..
But well.. lifes still have to move on

On Mother's day
Brought the whole family to Singapore zoo
Haahaa..
Crashes with Singapore General Election

Morning went to the polling station..
Afternoon, then we go to the zoo..

It was quite late as the zoo activities close at 5 plus..

Zoo..
Here we come..

Dear pushing the wagon
Genevieve sitting comfortably inside

Lucas slept only 10mins for the day..
So tired

Setting off..

Instructing the kids not to stand

Our first stop

Genevieve's favorite bird

Mommy bringing the baby
so cute..

so sweet..

elephant show..

my favorite sight

Did not manage to go far..

The kids world

The kids on the horse carriage

Genevieve first time on her own

Reward her with carousel
Good Job..
Genevieve

No kids can resist
The water park

Wow.. wat a day
Tired.. Tired..
But Its was real fun

2011-05-19T13:48:00.003+08:00

He is still pretending nothing happen..
I can't just let it go..
I am still angry..
What i should do to let him that i am still unhappy..

2011-05-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

He is really treating nothing had happen

But

There is no way i am going put it down

I am STILL angry..

Know him too well..

He was hoping that as days goes by

Distracting me..

I will forget..

No way..

We shall see..

2011-05-18T10:42:00.002+08:00

In a bad bad bad mood..

Bad till i cant concentrate to do anything

Something had happen.. but to him

Nothing happen..

It just me throwing my temper for nothing

Or to him is a small matter

When i am angry.. In turn he threw his temper at me..

Like i am the one who is creating trouble..

Please..

I am angry..

You are in the wrong..

Why you are angry instead of me..

Should you be coaxing me..

To him.. everything is small matter..

I really don't understand

It's not the first time..

Mayb in the first place..

Its my fault..

Making things too easy for him

Too easy to give in liao..

Really pissed off..

The more i think..

The more i can't control myself

I hate myself..

Hate him even more..

For so many years..

Can't he put a little bit more effort for me..

I don't expect much..

abit more please..

To him..

who the hell am i??

I always told people..

No matter what hardship..

What nasty people or comments about me..

I always can take it..

But when things happen between the 2 of us..

I am a weakling..

I can't do anything

That's is why i can balance myself now..

Have to do somethings..

2011-05-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

Today i posted this on my facebook..

'Dun feel loved or be love.. Not to say treasured by someone.. Mi jux a 没用的。。'

Thinking what his reaction when he see..
but doubt he will see..

Who am i to him..

Nobody.. I suppose..

I am very upset and disappointed..
Not to say angry..

Since last week.. i already asked him to go watch movie..
Our last movie is so long ago..

Wanting to spend some quality time with him..
He asked people along..
Nevermind if he intend to ask people along..
But in the end..
Somehow never manage to go

Today morning.. I told him..

'Let watch a movie tonight'

'OK' He said but tonight got midnight meh..

I told him tomo public holiday thus got midnight..
11.25pm
Jux in time after putting the kids to bed..

NOON..

I called him..
To top up petrol first if he wan to..
Then go to the movie as not to waste time..

He said nevermind..

OK..
Dinner..
His mobile rang..

Dunno who is on the other side of the line...
Only heard him mention..

'okok.. your go book firdt.. later i come..'

Firstly i tot is going movie..

But no..

He had forgotten..

I am angry.. Super duper angry..
But instead.. He ignored me..

Please..

Thinking back..

Just a few days ago..
He called me 没用的。。
Because i kept asking him make milk.. do this and that

! ! !
What he means...
Super duper pissed off
I do not want to bring up cos i dont want to quarrel

But he did tis to me..

WHO AM I TO HIM..

I think nobody ba..

I am very sad..
Very..
But does he understand..
Does he know..
No..

Cause he dont care..

Just not i still pinning hope
Hoping he will coax me..
aplogize for forgetting our date..
Later he will acc me out for movie..

No.. No.. No..

He did not..
He left without a word..

I dunno why am i hoping..

To him.. I'm just a nobody..
Even if i am somebody..
is a 没用的 somebody。。

Frankly.. I am very emotion Now..
But who can i tell..
Who can i turn to..
Nobody..

Really..
I dunno what i wan to do next
Ignore him?
I really do not want to talk to him..
But for the kids..
I have to..
I feel so inbalance..

Whatever i do..
For him..

I even placed him in front of the kids..

I felt that i have no place in his..

Sentosa Underwater World

2011-05-16T10:07:00.003+08:00

Wow..

Forgotten when we visited Sentosa

Underwater World

Its really a tiring day..

Its sure had a beatiful scencery

Lucas so tired..

jux woke up from his nap

Took only a short one..

But Genevieve was really excited

Beautiful sea creatures make their day and mine too..

I dunno why i like jellyfish the most

Unexplainable

Everyone were looking around

But who was the photographer

Daddy Eric

He took all these amazing photos for us..

The weather was hot

Lucas was burning red and TIRED

Before the show starts

Relaxing themselves

They enjoyed the show alot

Poor Lucas..

Trying his very best to cool himself

But very cute..

My baby..

What's next

Dolphines

Also one of my favorite sea animals

Hey!!
Did i see someone familiar

???

Lastly end the day with a cooling foot SAP..

Enjoyed..

Nothing beat the day seeing my babies so happy..

2011-05-16T09:48:00.003+08:00

I have so many long ago pics
recently got time to upload
but not yet do backup

I seem to forget to blog abt our trip to sentosa
OMG
That's even longer than my chalet
Aiya
Our Zoo Trip

Wow.. Alots of things
and my pics here and there
not organise

I need to learn to be more organise

2011-05-16T09:14:00.004+08:00

Finally uploaded all my chalet pics
Super long..

the elders can't wait to start

While the aunts are preparing for dinner

The youngs one helping to take care of the little ones

Then they joined in the fun

Then my son also wan join in
Do not to be left out

Haahaa
Hubby expose their tiles

Finally Lucas entertaining himself

Family taking time

Kids favorite
Swedsen Ice-cream cake

Lucas cant wait to blow the candles

Forgotten how many times had they blew the candles

Everytime they blew

They lighted it up again

Cake cutting by our most elder granny

Only time..
Lucas sitting down so guai
Enjoying his ice-cream cake

Genevieve enjoying too..
So hard to get her into the shoots..

My mother and father in law enjoying their cakes

What a tiring day..
But that's not the end
Put Lucas to bed..
Now is Genevieve's world..

Start to help us take photos
so eager and enjoying
cos first time seeing daddy using a tripod stand

But pls pardon our big and datty legs..
Haahhaa..
Too near the camera liao
also too lazy to crop

We were so enjoying ourselves
But its time for my little Princess for bed
Its better if Lucas was around to take the pics

Family pics
But nvm..
We went to studio to take

So excited for the photos to be out

2011-05-12T09:52:00.000+08:00

Went to chalet on the 1st of May
Together with hubby's family
At the same time celebrate
Happy Mother's Day

But..
Photos not uploaded yet

Waiting to have time upload

Last day of the chalet.
Waiting for hubby bro, before setting home
Brought the kids to beach
Enjoyed

They LOVED it..

Lucas dared not walked on the sand loh
doesn't want to come down walk
keep siting on the mat

Haahaa..
so funny..
even daddy sitting beside him
also scared

Genevieve was so excited
so busy..
esp when daddy helps her caught a few crabs and fishes

Can you see the crabs

Can you see the fishes

Their creations

Beautiful scene
I LOVE YOU ALL

After playing.. Both were so tired that they napped more than 2hrs

PoPo carrying Lucas down after his nap

Starts to play with JieJie again

Lovely..

Jie Jie starts to take camera and take picutre of herself

Different expression and pose

While Lucas is sitting and enjoying his bread

Starts doing silly patterns after knowing i am taking pics of him

Cutie Jie Jie still using bottle to drink milk
haahaa..

Finally his brother is back and time to set for home
Went to Changi market for dinner

Wat a tiring day..
But i loved and enjoyed it

2011-05-09T13:23:00.004+08:00

I must thank my Brother Christopher Chew for helping me take such a wonderful pics for my children

Captured Lucas sharp features

Genevieve sweet look

Again Lucas

Lastly myself..

Hahaaa.. I feel pretty

Heehee..

The effect is simply so amazing

Now i am looking forward to my family photo

Taken by O Studio

SINGAPORE GENERAL ELCETION 2011

2011-05-09T12:54:00.002+08:00

Singapore General Election 2011 is over..

Our new Government..

Its going to create a new history..

Although the same..

PAP had won the majority

BUT

They lost their Foreign Minister.. MR GEORGE YEO

Aljunied GRC..

To the Workers Party

Its the first time that PAP had such a defeat..

But maybe what they says are true..

It's time to wake up..

Our Government..

Please reflect yourselves why you lost..

Frankly..

I am very pissed out as they had mention its our lost to lose such a good minister..

Please you think we want George Yeo out..

No.. BUT WHY HE IS OUT..

I agreed Mr George Yeo is quite a nice guy and had done a lot for us..

But why he lose..

Its not his fault..

But whose fault..

We had been trying to voice out our problems..

Had it been solved.. Take into consideration?

Haiz..

Everyone know..

I have alot to grumble or complain..

But I have to know my own limit..

Cant talk much..

Singapore

That why we need someone who can helped to voice out

2011-05-05T10:06:00.002+08:00

I don't like to take picture when the children are sleeping
But i do like to take when they are just waking up
They are so lovely..
Genevieve will go and hug and kiss Lucas
Lucas will go and laid on Genevieve
Heart-warming scene

So sweet

Funny part is now Lucas is copying or should says learning from Genevieve
Eating and playing
He will want to drink like us using straw when outside having meals
Eat like us.. wanted us to take side dishes that we do for Genevieve
Play like Genevieve on the Computer..
Haahaaa..
:)

Like his sister

2011-05-04T13:52:00.003+08:00

Singapore General Election is coming..

We Singaporean once again have to decide our own fate..

Who are you going to VOTE!

Made up your mind already..

Well..

I think i have..

Everyday going online see the debate between the 2 parties..

Frankly speaking,

abit sick of it..

They have been bombing each other..

But who's the real causalities.

We are the ones..

I feels that they have not really took us into consideration

Appearing to care for us..

But the truth..

They do not want to lose to each other

I understand..

Who wants to be a loser..

No one..

But i hope no matter which parties win..

I hope We will all benefit..

As a NATION

and not individual..

Do not hold grudges and be kind to all..

2011-04-26T10:23:00.003+08:00

Think this is the best slibling photo i ever take..

Lucas had so many patterns at home..

Up and Down..

Non-stop..

Very little photos of Genevieve because she like to take photos for us instead we taking for her..

Lucas holding and eating DURIANS

Genevieve ran as far as she can..

She don't like the smell..

Lucas eating on his own..

Quite good..

Finish the whole bowl..

Done by my cousin and niece..
To my surprise.. She allowed them to tied..

Normally she don't like to comb and tied her hair

She is my little messy girl..

Haahaa..

AIA NEOP

2011-04-25T10:34:00.003+08:00

AIA NEOP(New Employees Orientation Programme)

I am very surprise to know that we have orientation..
When i first heard of it..
O.M.G
Why got orientation
I don't like it..
I'm not a person who likes to mix around

But truely..
This orientation make me have a different concept
I get to know alot of people and
Best..
People i am working with..

I could say a very nice programme for all..
I enjoyed it

2011-04-25T09:33:00.003+08:00

Lucas had grow so much..
I think i had missed alot..
He had grow taller..
More active

Everytime ask him take pics..

Both his hands will put on his face

His signature pose

Preparing for NS..

Climbing..

At times he will climb over the sofa

Dangerous..

Tall enough to press the lift button

Melts my heart

Lazy daddy lying at the sofa

Favorite pastime at neighbour house..

Coincidence.. The little boy is born on 1st of Nov 2009

Whereas Lucas is 29th Nov 2009

Make good buddy

Doesn't want to go home after playing

Thus Genevieve had to carry him

Look at his face..

Like his sister to carry him

That's my 2 babies..

I'm sure every parents like to stay home to see their little precious grow..

Reality won't allow

Looking at the bright side..

Everyday seeing them healthy

It's all worth it..

I LOVE YOU BABIES

2011-04-22T09:32:00.004+08:00

1 week never blog liao..
very busy ..
super busy..
Got a lot of things wana put in..
but where to start..
Mayb my short trip with hubby ba..
2Day 1Night to TURI BEACH

Won't say very fantastic..

I do enjoy the trip

There are so many photos that i wished to upload..

But

Nevermind..

Wait till i got time..

Marina Barrage

2011-04-15T14:37:00.005+08:00

Went to Marina Barrage last Sunday with dad and sis...

Do not find any special about it..

The best is just you can see the high rise offices, Singapore flyer and the MBS..

Scenery is Nice..

That's all i can say..

Nothing much..

Before that, went MacDonald for breakfast..

"Lucas.. where are you going.."

"O.. Candy.. Candy"

Finally reach Marina Barrage

The weather was burning hot that day..

We went to fly kite for awhile then next we shift to the best part..

Finally Home..

Both took a nap.. So tired..

Seeing their happy faces..

Make your day worth it..

2011-04-14T11:29:00.003+08:00

Today morning on the way to work..

Saw a mommy carrying her daughter to school..

Its should a common sight in neighbourhood..

But at CBD areas..

Hmm..

I understand more and more childcare are open near CBD areas, town and even factories. It is to help working mothers to send and pick their kids easily..

Personally i feel stress for the kid..

She has to wake up very early and get dressed.. (but think the mom had to wake up even much more earlier) then squeeze the train with others..

Worst..

Raffles Place..

The crowd was unbelievable.. 3 up going escalators and still such a long queue..

I count myself lucky as i got someone to help me look after my kids..

My mother in law had been helping me take care of my kids.

I thought of taking myself.. but expenses are quite high..

mixed feeling..

Dilemma

It's just so wonderful to have a family..

Genevieve's New Love

2011-04-13T11:50:00.003+08:00

Genevieve New Princess Bicycle

This bicycle should be Genevieve 4th birthday..

But arrived late as i asked my friend from the STATE to get it for me..

The bicycle in Singapore look normal and expensive.. since I am buying one for her.. why not pay a little more to get a prettier one..

She love her bicycle alot..

Quite disappoint with myself..

Cause i did not get any specific gift for Lucas 1st Birthday

Hope he dont get mad..

But indeed..

He got alot of presents for his birthday..

Genevieve 4th and Lucas 1st Birthday Cake

2011-04-13T10:33:00.003+08:00

Insomnia!

Slept at around 12midnight.. waking up at 2.50am..

Can't sleep..

Omg..

What am i going to do..

Played Iphone game.. 4.39am..

No..No.. have to stop.. Go sleep...

Moments later..

Lucas cry..

Pacified and go back sleep..

Genevieve cries..

'Mommy mommy.. sleep beside me...'

Dun think i have any sleep..

Haiz..

Maybe i have put too much "INVISIBLE STRESS" on myself..

Yday had a talk with hubby..

What we want in the future..

What are our goals..

When talk about this.. hubby alway says i think too much.. sooner or later i will go nuts.. I agreed with him.. I tried to stop.. but to no vain..

My frien also mention before asking me to see a psychiatrist.. have thought off that before..

Maybe later ba.. She says will give some medicines to let the brain from thinking or going wild..

Think i am going IMH soon..

HaaHaaa..

How i wish that i can be like a baby..

so carefree..

Eat and Play.. then Play and Eat..

But if i wan to turn back time.. Where or when should i stopped..

2011-04-12T11:00:00.003+08:00

Went to a wedding dinner somewhere in March.. My mom's father.. brother's son.. sound very distant and far hor.. ok la.. Quite like the grand aunt.. always friendly and cheerful.. Think she is jus a few years older than my mom..

My family got quite a big age gap.. Both my father and mother side..

Mom's side..

Her youngest aunt is 1 year younger than her loh.. and my youngest aunt or uncle.. dunno poly graduated anot..

Dad's side..

Erm..

My oldest nephew is 16 years old now.. youngest cousin is only 7 years old ba..

Wow..

Me really old liao..

Doing Silly Faces

Dunno what is looking or daydream about..

Lucas was really like a young handsome MAN on that day..

Wanting to eat by himself..

Do everything by his every own..

Just cannot keep still..

Running here and there..

Eating on his own.. dun wan daddy feed

"What you doing" (设计对白) "Are you trying to taking my food away...

Hahaaahaaa.. He's so cute..

Took some mother and daughter pics

My Mom and I

Xin Hui's cheek is really chubby

My Daddy and Mommy

Daddy's Face is so FIERCE..

Finally Hubby and MI

2011-04-11T09:41:00.007+08:00

Monday.. got to work.. but strange.. I don't feel bluzz.. Quite like it.. 10 more days to 1mth for tis job liao.. Quite relaxing..

Best of all..

IN MY OWN WORLD..

Not much restrictions.. I do not need to answer for anyone, face anyone.. Just responsible for my very own project.. 1 supervisor..

Although share office with others.. but its so comfortable and the same times, listen to their interesting rebate.. : )

Enjoy.. Using the time i have.. Did a bit of photo edition..

Explore and Enjoy..

My Beautiful Princess had grown so much..

My Handsome Little Prince.. So Adorable..

My 2 precious babies had grown so much...

Although at times, have up and downs.. It all worth for this 2 precious..

Never had enough of them..

A Rare Screen in the house

That's what kept Lucas guai guai sitting down